Mania.

Manic characteristics include irritabilty, anger or rage, delusions, hypersensitivity, hypersexuality, hperactivity, impulsiveness, racing thoughts, talkativeness, pressure to keep talking or rapid speech, grandiose ideas and plans, and decreased need for sleep (e.g. feels rested after 3 or 4 hours of sleep). In manic and hypomanic cases, the afflicted person may engage in out of character behavior such as questionable business transactions, wasteful expenditures of money, risky sexual activity, recreational drug abuse, abnormal social interaction, or highly vocal arguments uncharacteristic of previous behaviors. These behaviors may increase stress in personal relationships, problems at work and increase the risk of altercations with law enforcement as well as being at high risk of impulsively taking part in activities potentially harmful to self and others.

Well I guess that explains everything.

Anyway, it's amazing what you see when you're depressed and high at the same time. Shit, it's like looking at an ashtray and seeing the funny side of it and then at the same time feel sad coz it's fucked up side shows up to. Daym.

So yeah, laptops repaired, I lost everything. Everything. I never thought losing a couple of hundred pictures would leave this void, this vacuum in me... It's like saving a fuckload of money to buy something you really really want, you actually saved up enough and you run to the store to get it, to finally get it and hold it in your hands and then... Someone shoves you to the wall and points a gun at your head and runs away with all your money... It... hurts...

Ah well, the optimistic side of me says 'Life's fucked up ey, shit happens'.

The pessimistic side of me says 'HAH! I told you this shit is gonna happen!'.

At least there's some of the pictures with Bhai Zaim. Family pictures, I guess in the end, they are the one's that are truly valuable. Oh and the lightning picture is also in there. Fuh, thank god.

Love, love, love...

Uh okay, scratch that shit.

I just realised I'm so fucking out of touch with the news today it's pathetic. It's like being a fucking toad in a fucking glass bowl in a fucking well, drowning. Guh.

Okay, DoTA is growing in me, not playing the shit in two days makes me go 'herrrrr.... herrrrr... herrrrr......'

Mania. Oh hell yeah.