Saturday, April 25, 2009

Sleepless Nights 3

Well, this is considered a sleepless night... Tho, I did decide not to sleep... Which contradicts with what i decided which was to sleep a few hours ago... I have no idea why/what/how/when/who...

Let's see, what to ramble on now? Nothing really happened today... Maybe it was because of the fact that I woke up at 3 something. P.m... I just thought some people needed the verification. Don't you just hate the people who have no sense of time? I do. For example:

ZIZ: Dude i gotta go man... Ade klas sial esok kol 8... bapak suffer doh...
Liquifactive necrosis victim: Hahaha wtf man, 8 what, morning or night?
ZIZ: Dude... You missed an evolution cycle didnt you?
LNV: Hah? What you mean? Your class is at 8 at night or morning?
ZIZ: ...
LNV: ...
ZIZ: ZIZ is now offline.

In another scenario.

ZIZ: Shit I'm fucking hungry sial...
Some other fuck: Go eat la!
ZIZ: Its 2... Where do you expect me to find a fucking shop? All closed d la...
SOF: HAHAHA! Dude you live in a jungle ah? Why the shop all close so early one?
ZIZ: What you mean early?
SOF: Ya la close at 2 sial thats like lunch hour wei.
ZIZ: ...
SOF: ...
ZIZ: ZIZ is now offline.

Yeah feed your brain on that... Sigh... Some people... Talking bout people, I have some that I can't possibly live without.

1. Katrina Lim: My official keeper of sanity. I don't talk with her for a month and you'll see my running in the streets naked rambling shit.

2. Anila Philip: Nuff said.

3. Sukhvinder Singh/ Le Musselman: How do I put it without this fucker getting too perasan... Hmmm... My twin la basically, separated at birth and a few years; I time travelled a few years ahead, fuck you. We were Chaos in college, don't believe me, ask Lincoln College guys. Also my photography buddy. Seriously, my best works come when I was photographing with him. Shit, the dude's gonna be perasan...

4. LC geng: Tashu, Becky, yeah, you guys.

5. Budak Kampung: Kadiaq, Tot, Jadu, Bob. My kaki lepaks in Egypt. Mati doh korang takde, aku nak lepak ngan siape doh nanti

6. Zufar Ismail Zeid the Sinner and Zufar Ismail Zeid the Forgiver: If you've read my profile, then you'd know bout the two fucks living in my head. These guys are the reason behind each of my decisions, I talk to them when I need to... Something like a helpline.

7. My Family: The MOST important people in my life. I would degenarate and turn to dust if anything happens to them. I will readily throw my life for them.

Hmmmm... there are more... I just can't think... Anyways, moving on.

I just saw the lamp in my house revolve... What the fuck... I'm really sleep deprived...

Someone featured a snippet from my story Sweet Dreams... YAYNESS! That made my shitty day. Thanks Mira! Here it is:

'I thought of the commercial that was always showing on T.V. which I never understood the last time I watched it. It occurred to me how as you get older, you start to understand things more than before. A book for example. You could read the same book a million times in your lifetime but as you age, you view it from a different perspective. It has nothing to do with maturity. It is because as you live out your life, you go through a lot of things that changes you, creates a whole new person within you.'

The Killers fucking rock... I'm seriously addicted to Tranquilize... Aih... My external is dead. That means I can't write in my fucking journal and i have no access to my p***. Yes i put a fucking censor there because if I don't, people like 'Hidup Pas' will send a hatemail to me telling me that I'm gonna burn in hell because of it. Plus, he will include my family. Wait, what the hell am I doing. My external is broken and i can't watch my PORN. I'm waiting for the email, son of a fuck.

Anyways, I'm gonna end this one with a poem. Mushy, i know, fuck you. I'm not gonna change myself just cause you don't like the way I live my life. *Raspberry*

Okay, shit, I have no idea what to write. Maybe a short story instead.

Fuck i cant write le shit...

Sigh...

Fine, a quote instead.

Heaven can't have two masters, nor earth two Kings.- Alexander the Great.