Sleepless Nights 8 - Friendly Monsters.

They wince as the children scream and call for their parents help. Under the bed, in the closet and in the woods they cry and stay depressed. They only wanted to play. They want friends too. Why are humans so cruel and heartless they ask themselves. When humans want something, they bawl and they throw tantrums until they get them. They can't possibly do that, their parents taught them better than to do so. Still... They are always lonely, walking around in the woods alone, with only birds to keep them company. Or hiding in a crammed cupboard just cause they are shy creatures. Some of them even have to stay under the bed with spiders and insects as neighbours...

To the friendly, polite, slightly hairy monsters.

They want friends too.

I'd love to make a sketch of that. Hmmm ideas anyone? Anyways, just some random writings so that I can worm my way out of this fucking block. I never realise how bad it can affect me. Dammit all.

It's Kat's birthday today/ yesterday, seriously, you are OLD! Haha, and I'm still young and beautiful. Suck on that! XD.

Ahem.

Anyways, I can't believe how lazy I am nowadays. haven't been attending lectures, I stay at home surfing the internet, eat and sleep. What the fuck... If this goes on, I'll prolly grow into the bed's fabric. *Shudder shudder* I'll change. I think (The author winces as he rips a former bedsheet off his back, preventing more skin and muscle to grow into it.)

I downloaded a shitload of e-books just for fun. Most of them are old books, the new ones are still copyrighted to the authors. Again, I approve of copyleft-ing, as long as you ask for permission. Les Miserable is one of em but I won;t be reading it anytime soon. There's too much words in it. Bleh.

I can play the guitar AND sing at the same time now! Le Gasping Fishazoid! This is a miracle. Haha, yes, I'm over excited, fuck you if you think I'm childish. What am I saying... I am childish but just for the fun of it, Fuck you anyways. Still, theres a lot too learn, rock chords, finger-breaking chords, some chords which have 'sus' in it and so on. What the fuck is a 'sus' anyway?

I'm dying without my external. I mean, fuck the movies. Fuck the porn. Fuck the mangas. What I really need right now is my portfolio. *Sob* There's an exhibition coming up in which I am supposed to enter but without my pictures... Try picturing boiled veggies. Soft and yucky. Okay, maybe not yucky but.... You get le point. <---- Ego

I believe that is all.